Millennials

by Vid Nelson

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released February 11, 2017

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Track Name: Inside my head
I really know what i know
I really see what i see
Inside my head
You’re just a break from the melody
The way i talk my own talk
The way i walk my own walk
Inside my head
You’re just a break from the melody
And when you walk by the apple tree
I would define you as what i see
Inside my head
Track Name: Inside my head Part II
I really know what i know
I really see what i see
Inside my head
You’re just a break from the melody
The way i talk my own talk
The way i walk my own walk
Freedom
You know i want it free
Track Name: Heard it in a dream
I had such a hard day today
Where’d all the nice people go?
I get confused. A little shy sometimes
I never know what I’m supposed to do

I am just searching to find
Something around here thats real
Am i just hopelessly trying
To find someone that i can feel

Hold my hand
Everyone needs lifting sometimes
Hold my hand
Everyone needs help in their life
Everyone should just be a little more kind

Because we’re all a little helpless
A little fragile inside
Oh Its nothing to be ashamed of
You’re still a little kid inside

Too many good friends fell in darkness
Too many good friends they got lost
I really hope that they can hear me
I hope they find their way through the fog

Hold my hand
Everyone needs lifting sometimes
Hold my hand
Everyone needs help in their life
Everyone feels helpless sometimes
Track Name: Overthinking
Oh i get so tired of chasing around
For some tail in another part of town
For some water when i know I’m gonna drown

Oh ya i get tired of chasing around
For the same ole tail in a different part of town
When i know
She’s not around
S he ditched the playground
Long before the shakedown

Sexual frustration

I get this feeling that I
I Will remain the same
Attempt to break the pattern
Or reprogram my brain
My mind is a museum
Marble and granite walls
Hundreds of people scufflin
Through the gallery halls
They talk to themselves
Looking down at the ground
They never stop to look at
The beautiful art around
How did i get here?
How do i stop from sinking?
Attempt to break the pattern
Or is this normal thinking?

Oh i get so tired of personal criticism
Its my unsolved puzzle in a prison
its my pride that doesn’t want to listen
One sunny day when I’m feeling real fine I’m gonna go down there and tell her whats on my mind
Gonna play it smooth gonna look real nice I’m gonna take you by surprise and look into your eyes
Im gonna say
Im gonna say

Normal thinking?
Normal thinking?
Is this normal or am i over thinking
Im thinking
Im thinking
This is normal and Im over thinking
Track Name: Lovely time bomb
I took my medicine from myself and i placed in the back of an old dusty shelf
I never once made sense of it all when i was trying to hide and say I’m somebody else
Here come the happy train
Choo choo take me away
But i can’t keep on running from this hell
Im really trying to change
People tell me I’m strange
But what do i really think of myself?

And then one day when you’re strolling around you will trip on a stick bump your head on the ground
Eyes wide open now you see whats around and you finally appreciate the things that you found
Ive been told everyones going in search
For the pieces of their missing puzzle
Eventually, I hope you’ll see
Oh what a treat you are.

I sent this letter with all that i could tell you
I finally realize your pain i inflicted upon
I was so stupid my head wasn’t right
Now I’m staying up alone late at night
Track Name: Everything's fine
Dance with the rats in the street
All night when everyone sleeps
Don’t give up on your dreams
Don’t give up when you’re weak

Im feeling kind of weird
I can’t control my fear
Need to get out of here
I really want you near

Its fine
Everything’s fine

She’s dead. Killed her in her sleep
Now she. Haunts me in my dreams
Don’t cry. The hill was too steep
Don’t try. The medicines weak

Don’t give up on your dreams
Track Name: Don't let go
Once upon a time i had
Everything that i could ever need
Lost a lot with lots to gain
Everything i kept on imagining


Come with me my little dove
Everything gets better eventually
Open heart and open mind
Only time will heal me up inside
At the end
Of the bridge
See my wife
See my kids
Don’t let go
Don’t let go
Round the bend
Travelin
Round again
And again
I Hope you know
Don’t let go
Track Name: Growing pains
You will know
You will break
From mistake
You will go
You will make
What you save

You will know
You will break
You will learn
From mistake
You will go
You will make
You will earn
What you save

Modern day
Growing pains
Will fade away
Then one day
You will say
Phew
I made it through
Track Name: Believe in yourself
How do i know if the difference is me?
How can i tell if the rivers are clean?
Will i remember the song that i sung?
Will i still celebrate the morning it comes?
But I know
Heavens disease
Good men
Became enemies
And I know
I built my own ship
But you sailed away
(After all)

How do i know if the difference is me?
How do i keep all my demons at sea?
In to a dark cave i never would go
I found myself down there all alone
Naked and scared. Colder than steel
How did i fall asleep at the wheel?
How do i know if the difference is me?
Where do i go to to relieve this disease?
But i know
Heaven can see
Hell was
All just a dream
What you crave and
What you perceive
Its all
What you believe

Believe in yourself
Believe in yourself
So you can be free
Believe in yourself
Believe in yourself
And set yourself free
Track Name: I wanna be free now
Getting out of my prison
I wanna be free now
Im letting go of self hatred
I wanna be me now
And i will go where you want me to go
I really wanna see now
Im letting you back into my heart
I wanna be free now
Track Name: Tell me your secret
Please tell me your secret
Share me your mind
Keep Cleaning me up ya
Know what i mean
Please tell me your secret
Lay it on me
Gimme one chance for you to

Tell me your secret baby thats all i need
You’re my weakness falling down on knees
You’re my jesus saving me from what i am
You’re my season changin me into a man

Please tell me your secret
Please share me your mind
One thing that i know for sure
Its you

Please tell me your secret
Please share me your mind
One thing that i tell you
You got to be mine
Please tell me your secret
Please share me your mind
One thing that i know for sure
Its you

Tell me your secret baby thats all i need
How do you do it? Handle everything with ease
Failed and I’m weeping but you don’t mind at all
How do you keep me hanging around at all?
Track Name: Live on
I really know
I really see
I really feel
It is to be
In due time

You give a lot
I take it all
Then cover up
Behind a wall
In my mind

I get one thing straight and then i throw it out the door
I make one mistake and then I’m going back for more

Im in a trance
Go round and round
How do i find
Some middle ground
In my life

I wish that I
Could understand
Oh what it means
To be a man
In this life

I get one thing straight and then i throw it out the door
Another heartbreak how can I handle anymore

All a repeat
Seen it before
Where do i find
An open door
To break free

All in your head
Or so you think
It might as well
Just be a dream
In due time
Track Name: Take it or leave it
Im getting out only to give in again
Take it or leave it
Im giving all I got only to just begin
Take it or leave it
I passed out about a quarter mile down south
Life told me take it or leave it
I sold out when the fire went out only to start again

Im giving all of it out only to get back in
Life told me take it or leave it
Ive giving all that I got only to finally begin
Life told me take it or leave it
I passed out 81 miles out in a ditch
Life told me take it or leave it
I sold out cause my fire went out
Im starting over again

Leave my troubles behind drinking a bottle of wine
Life told me take it or leave it
A handy man with some big ole plans. I see it.
Life told me take it or leave it
Big mistake. Never learn. Take my cake and eat it
Life told me fuck off and beat it
Im feeling fine cause I polished off my wine
And starting over again

I have a deadly disease
Take it or leave it
Ive taken all that I need
Time to leave